get by lately, and I’m trying to
figure out if it’s because you
are no longer here or because
I deserve this feeling of
hopelessness for being the one
to chase you off. There is no
doubt that I miss you, but when
you were here I felt as if time
was strangling me with its own
two hands. There is nothing
I would rather do than to sit
in front of these past moments
with my gaze of regret fixed
upon their greedy thoughts.
But life is not that fair and I
don’t think that there is anything
else I need to say besides
that I’m sorry, and that if I could
I would take back all of those
words that were full of ignorance.
It’s been getting a lot harder
to survive lately and I just wish
that you could come back home
and take on this battle with me."